Happiness isn’t something tangible. It isn’t something that once you have you’ll be able to hold onto it forever and since you know what being happy feels like, you’ll be able to turn it on and off whenever you please. Sure, I’ve been happy at points in my life. Maybe I was happy when I got what I wanted for my birthday or maybe when I was accepted into my dream college. That happiness in those moments are the times that I reflect back on now and think, “I wish I could be as happy as I was when I was laying on the beach in Mexico” or “why can’t I always feel the way I did when my parents surprised me with my first car?” These moments are fleeting, short-lived. This happiness can be compared to a drug- a short lasting burst of a feeling that you wish you could hold onto for longer, but that isn’t the case. These moments are not the ultimate cause of that long-sought-after happiness that every young adult seems to be yearning to get ahold of these days. I’ve seen countless articles on different popular websites explaining “why generation Y isn’t happy” or “10 ways that you can increase your happiness,” but the fact of the matter is that there is no step-by-step plan to be happy. You don’t get the satisfaction of following directions and immediately feeling like a new, born-again person. There is no formula that you can use to subtract all the negative influences out of your life and add in optimistic thinking and bam- happy! That’s just not how it works.
Happiness isn’t a goal, it’s a result of a lifestyle. Pretending to be positive and forcing yourself to have an overly-cheery, fake attitude isn’t the way to go about it. I’ve heard from multiple therapists and many others time and time again that if you just try to be happy for long enough, eventually it will come to you. Practice makes perfect, right? However, I believe differently. Yes, I do trust that thinking on the bright side about more situations and trying to make the best of bad experiences is helpful in improving your mood on a daily basis, but again, this isn’t going to cause that perma-happiness.
People always have a goal or an idea of when they think they are going to FINALLY be content with life. If only they were skinnier, prettier, stronger, smarter, tanner, better at this or that. If he had just gotten an A on his last paper then he would have been okay. If she only had a boyfriend then all of her problems would go away and he would be the love of their life and they would live happily ever after. The “if this” and “if that” attitude is the downfall to those in pursuit of happiness. Because when this moment finally occurs, the fantasy you have dreamed about, is that really ever the end-all be-all for anyone? Does making that goal weight or getting that good grade finally allow you to reach enlightenment and cure your constant dissatisfaction with your life? Never. It is in our nature never to be satisfied with what we have at a particular moment because there is always something better or someone who has more than you. We can never be happy with having the iPhone 5 because soon people will have the iPhone 6 and that is just so much better than the one that we have. You will rarely hear someone reach a goal and be satisfied. There is always a next step, a next level that we want to reach and THEN maybe we will be happy. We could always do better. Basing your happiness off of material items, singular life events, or other people isn’t going to work.
So you’re probably thinking by now that this is just a really cynical post about how every way that people think they are going to possibly find happiness- they’re wrong. In a way, you’re correct. I do think that there are multiple ways to find short-lived, fleeting moments of happiness based on the popular beliefs that most people read about. My biggest piece of advice that I can give to you is don’t make happiness the goal. In fact, don’t even make a goal. The only way that you will ever be able to experience feelings of true joy is by being yourself, discovering yourself and living authentically. We live in a world filled with constant influences to be superficial- idealized models, advertised ways to impress boys, a constant need for approval from our peers so that we can fit in with the cool kids. This pseudo-perfectness is the detriment to our generation. No matter how great someone makes their life look on social media, how successful they are in school or in their career or how many boys are interested in them, that doesn’t make them happy. If you aren’t being yourself and embracing who you really are, you cannot be happy.
So take a stand against society and discover yourself. Do things alone and really think about how you feel about your current interests. Walk around and listen to music that you like and just embrace the world around you. Tell people how you really feel about things, embrace your true opinions and don’t be afraid to disagree with the popular norm. Do the things that you want to do and not just the things that will make your friends envious. Live for yourself and not for others. Make peace with yourself and your body and accept yourself. Find a balance between work and play, eating and exercising, loving others and loving you. Take the focus off of how others perceive you and shift it to how you feel about yourself. Be open to new experiences and gaze with undimmed eyes on all darkness. Only then, will you find yourself and the bit of happiness that comes along with just being you.